I keep thinking and thinking if my actions in the previous 6 weeks or so were the reason I'm feeling conflicted right now. I want to always live life without any regrets, but right now, I'm feeling that as if I'd screwed up royally.
It made me question why and what and how ? Mostly the why now. And the what ifs. Is it possible for two people from so different worlds to be in love ? Do we really love each other or is it the idea of love itself ? Or is that just the lust taking over ? Hammering the fact that we are both glad to be with each other ?
I don't know. Do I make sense at all ? I feel like there is so much things I don't understand and I chose not to understand them. Have I failed as a human being ? As a woman ? Will I always question the why nots ?
Or am I just being a pre-menstrual, moody, old cow ?
Mood: Sad; =(
1 comment:
Don't be sad ya! Cheer up sis.... Everything is going to be fine. U need to just relax your mind for now! Don't work or stress out yrself ya! Love u..... =)
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