I'm sick. I'm tired and exhausted. I'm so worn out by the two faceness I had to show him. It's got so bad that I'd deliberately lunched out today. I kept telling R to ignore and disregard his presence, and yet, I can't do it myself.
The urge to up and leave is so strong that I don't really mind being jobless for a few months while looking for better options. But it's a stupid thought really. I've so much commitments that it's almost impossible.
*sighs*
I'm not making much sense here, am I ?
Cold weather and a good lunch company makes one pensive, no ?
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