These few minutes, I'd been thinking about where the direction of my life should go. And it's all very simple really. Deep in the heart, I want to have a husband and hearth and kids. *gasps* The feminine side of mine really want to settle down and make a house a home. Setting down roots and all. The practical side of me knows this is just a fanciful notion. I am N-O-T procreating. On one hand, I love kids. My blood relations, only. On the other hand, other people's kids send a cold shiver down my spine. So really, there is nothing much to this. Told you I had tought about this a few minutes ago. And I think I'd spent far too much time on something so meaningless to me. Oh, wells .....