I am pissed. Irrationally pissed. Who cares anyway, right ? I feel like there is no one else I can trust and talk to. Where are all my "proper" friends ? Aside from Samuel, who bothered to entertain my crap, where are the rest of my so-called buddies ? Fuck with them, mans. I am officially pissed off. Know what ? If you are reading this, don't bother to explain and make excuses. I'm always convenient for an hour or two, so who cares for the rest of the time, right ? Again I begrudge the strangehold boyfriends or girlfriends have on your time with your other friends.

Oh, Sam, why do you even bother ? I'm afterall a psychotic, weirdo, right?