Saw the marks for my first Pharmacology assignment. I am so disappointed !!! I only got 66 out of 100. Feeling really lousy now. How will I ever be able to get better grades for this second semester ? You know, the tiny doubts of committment I have to studying part time is seriously growing bigger. Why am I wasting my time and money this way ? Did I not put in enough effort for my assignment ? I don't think I did a slip shod piece of work. Fuck ! Bottom line, I am not committed enough ! The same kind of attitude I had way back when I was doing a full time course. I really might just sign up for one module next semester. *sighs*

I really feel like crying !