Know what I need to do ?

Aside from studying for my Final Theory test. And psyching myself that everything is going to be alright when I start my course.

I need to develop a poker face.

I think that is the most important aspect of my life here. At this point in time. I must be able to be blasé with the words bouncing around me. No reaction, just remember that I am not affected by those things.

I am feeling guilty.

Damn my conscience !