I am feeling low. Like alone and nobody understands the pain inside.

Maybe my brain is low on glucose. I skipped dinner and breakfast. I feel like I have to be in physical pain so that they would know. I wish I am brave enough to inflict pain physically to dull the pain inside. Exactly what pain inside is something I might not be able to put it in words. I feel like I am such an eyesore. A plague that people avoid. But I chose to not gallivant around town. And now, I feel like such a social outcast.

This and that.

Culminating in one big, huge, gigantic, fuckass day !