I had hoped the passing of the 07 into 08 will be significant. Significantly different from 06 to 07. I got my hope. Different does not always mean bad, they say.
Well.
I had hoped that this will ring true for me. My hopes, shattered beyond any reasonable doubts. I'd been called names by the person I trusted most. I don't trust anymore. Everything is topsy turvy at the moment. I don't know who I can talk to.
Him, we are fairly new. He knows some, but not the big picture. Can I handle the concern in his eyes ? Can I not be the first one to breakdown and disburse the sordid details of my life ?
I pray for guidance. I pray for understanding. I pray for the strength and sanity of my spirit. Most of all, I pray for whom I hold dear and love will be safe and happy.
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