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Saturday, May 31, 2008

Fie, Sha and Me !

We met up after almost a year of non meeting. As always, the 3 of us could always pick up from where we left off.

We had dinner and coffee at CoffeeBean in VivoCity. The arranged time was supposedly half past six but because both Fie and Sha finished work at six and needed to travel there, it was pushed to after seven. Unofficially, that is.

Knowing that I had plenty of time to kill, I tagged Cheeky Monkey around Chinatown for an errand to run for his friend. We had dinner together before I left to meet the gals. I then arranged to meet up with CM again after the meet up with the gals.

The plan was to initially go back to his place. Then I changed my mind because Ma and Elder Sister had a fall out due to a misunderstanding earlier in the day. I felt terrible and so decided to head on home after meeting the gals. I was actually on half day on Friday and because of the fall out, I could barely function in the office.

Poor CM, had to bear the brunt of my unpredictability. Case in point. I changed my mind again and decided to go back to his place after all. Not for a sleepover as I initially wanted.

The gals eventually decided to head on home about 11 and by then CM had arrived at VivoCity. We stayed there for another half hour or so after the gals left and he presented me with earrings.

Earlier, I had jokingly asked him when am I receiving any jewellery from him. I told him that I don't need for him to give me anything expensive or to even give me a ring. I love earrings so I told him he could get me that. Or studs. I don't mind. :D He instead got me a pair of dangly, red cubic zirconia earrings ! I so heart him ! My wonderful, thoughtful baby !

When we got back to his place, I modelled the earrings for him. It looked soooooooo gorgeous ! We rested for a while, hoping to take turns for a shower. The next thing I realised was when CM roused from sleep saying, "Babe, it's 3.30 am."

I'm like, "Oh, no ! I need to go home like an hour ago !" ! I sat up in bed but CM was holding my middle, telling me to have a bit of cuddle and I'm like, sure, let me check if my sisters are still out fishing (BTW, Younger Sis texted me earlier in the night that both ES and YS and hubbies are going fishing. She told me that if Ma called, she can cover and said I went with them. Bless ! :D). They were still out so I went out. And the next thing I knew, it was an hour later ! And I really needed to go home.

As it is, the cats will be up at 5 / 5-ish and once the cats are up, so will the parents. So I quickly, woke CM again to tell him I really needed to go. Poor baby. I felt so guilty having to disturb his sleep.

Anyways, caught a cab home and was home before the cats woke up. After showering, I stayed up to have breakfast and played Midtown Madness. Finally went back to bed by 8 am. Then 2 hours later, Ma called my mobile. She wanted to know where I was. So I told her I was in the room. She asked which room ? I said, mine of course ! Then she put down the phone, checked on me and I went back to sleep.

Well ... I have just woken up fully, about 2 hours ago. Still feeling lethargic, though.

Good Friday night ? You bet. A repeat ? Never, say never, no ?

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Me, sleepy; You, don't care

Well, here I am. Trying my darnest to fall asleep. The eyes are calling out for help. They need a reprieve from the conscious world in order to succumb to the subconscious world.

Alas !

The mind refuses to stop thinking. Yes, I've had my dinner. Yes, I've taken my showers. All I need now is a lie down on a comfy mattress. Then my mind can be free to roam the dream state.

All right then. I'm gonna have to resort to something I've not done in a long while.

Popping pills.

Yeah, as if.

I'm gonna read. Make the eyes so tired that they just refused to listen to the brain. :D

Goodnight, people ! :)

Time for, new change

New change of colour for my room, that is. In fact for the whole house. The itch to repaint the walls and spruce up the spare room is bugging me so.
 
If I could, I would love to create a doorway between my room and the spare room. Initially I really wanted to break the wall separating the two rooms but it's just too troublesome to obtain a permit from HDB just so I could get a "bigger" room. So I'd settle for another entrance.
 
Well, currently that room is like a huge store room. With a walk in closet, mine and the parents and the kids. Yup, imagine the condition of the room. Clothes, clothes and more clothes.
 
So.
 
I promise, I will do up my room and once I'm happy with the result, I will do up the other room. My project for this year. I know, I will procrastinate. As I do with everything else. So, please a gentle reminder will do.
 
Happy Thursday, everyone !

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Generating Extra Income

I heard through the whispering winds that there are more readers to my blog page than I had previously thought.

Hmm ... I wonder why there was such silence on the comment page. Maybe the posts are good enough to read but not that good to comment on ?

Right. Send me words, people. Encouraging words. Discouraging words. Anything. Just post a word. I need to know the numbers of the readers to this "humble" page.

Perhaps with a good enough number, I could start generating extra income through my musings.

Hahaha ...

Read my blog to make me a little bit richer ? Rich enough to educate myself to make my blog page nicer ? Lifelong learning, people. Help me to help myself !

*winks*

Resistance is futile

Attraction is mutual.

Desire is burgeoning.

Chemistry is inherent.

Laughter is essential.

Life is worth living. I may not wake up tomorrow. I may suffer from a debilitating illness overnight. I may even lose my sanity. But one thing is constant in my life.

W-O-R-K !!!

Guess what I did earlier today (or rather yesterday) ? I went back to the office even though I was on a full day leave. Work is never done, mine, that is. Finally left the office late, after completing part of the urgent tasks. Guess, I'm a fast worker, no ?

*sighs*

Sometimes I wonder, why do I even bother ? I work hard and I'm told I "spoilt the market". I slack a little and a hundred, no, thousand arrows rain on my back. I can't win, could I ?

*sighs*

Strength.

I pray for mental strength. I pray for continued patience. I know not everyone is "perfect" like me. :P

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Sunday I'll be fine

What to do today ?

What to do to fill up my time today ?

Ah.

I know.

Go back to the office to work !

Excellente !!

Or just plain nuts ...

*winks*

Beatles Mania

I'm still awake ! I can't believe it that I managed to keep my eyes open until now to watch music vids on YouTube.

Ah.

But then they are not just any other music vids.

It's the Fab Four !!!

I love The Beatles !!!

:D