I so want that. That picture of a happy family, where whatever your heart desires is there. Out there for the taking. And then there is the flip side. The flip where everything seemed to be quite the opposite of what you want. The side where you are always fighting. Fighting your demons. Fighting your love. Fighting, fighting, fighting.
So the question is always, "What do you want?".
Damn if I know.
I remember a fleeting dream as I was waking up this morning. There was going to be a new addition to the family. Something that made me unreasonably happy and yet the profound sadness came as soon as I was feeling elation. Somehow my subconscious mind knew it was nothing but a dream. Something to entertain me whilst the physical being slumbers.
Sorry. I wish I had that faith.
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