So didja notice the date this post was written... ???
Didja... ? Didja.... ??? *winks*
Yups, it's a Sunday. On a weekend, I am writing in my blog page. Which means that I am not at work. Which also means that my computer is up and running... !!! And it's not literal. I have my IT back again, yay.. !!!
My room is still half decent. I have yet to move the tv in. Arrgghh... Just felt too lazy to heave heavy objects. Doctor's orders.... *winks*
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Sunday, July 06, 2003
Thursday, July 03, 2003
Here and now
What was yesterday's post all about... ? What's up with this girl, man ? Did someone nicked her brains while she was sleeping ? What could she possibly be thinking when she posted that stuff ? Did she have any brains / thoughts at all ???
I took a white pill to follow the red rabbit. Then I took another white pill and this time I was chased by the blue rabbit.
I took a white pill to follow the red rabbit. Then I took another white pill and this time I was chased by the blue rabbit.
Wednesday, July 02, 2003
Buzz
Below is the result of this.
hey hel, thats not fair. u couldve called me too u noe. and id only started writing in my blog like a few days ago.
From: Fie 20:38 27/6/03
How do you want me to respond? Fact is i know u guys are bz but everytime i msg u peeps seem disinterested. So y bother right?
Me
hah!assumptions!
From: Fie 21:06 27/6/03
Doesn't mean it's not groundless! Are we having our first major fight?
Me
u call THIS a fight? haha. this is barely even a disagreement. wot r u doin?
From: Fie 21:10 27/6/03
Shucks! Guess i have to polish up my skills to rile u up. But i still am offended that i seem so insignificant to u.
Me
wuts make u say that? i thot its a norm 4 us to drift a little bit apart esp. when we have our own things to do. but u noe as well as i do tt we'll never ever..
From: Fie 21:28 27/6/03
totally lose contact. we'll bond back no matter wot. n u noe tat if u need me ill always come running.
From: Fie 21:29 27/6/03
How would i know that. We never ever set anything in stone. Yes maybe once we were like that but now i can never be sure.
Me
now tat ure bein v. negative. anyway u cant say i din try either. d last i remembered, i ask u out too. gi town? n u said u had to paint ur room..
From: Fie 21:35 27/6/03
Oh so now i am at fault for not going out to the frigging town? Thanks but no thanks. I don't wanna be a sub for ur time.
Me
oh ok. its not ur fault. its totally mine of course.
From: Fie 21:59 27/6/03
Sarcasm gets u nowhere young lady. Fine be that way. Cant be bothered anymore. See u whenever.
Me
whenever... so like next wk? watch full throttle? eheh.
From Fie 22:02 27/6/03
Sorry cant. My new policy: decline invitations no matter from whom. Stay home and be a recluse. No one cares anyway.
Me
aw come on. lighten up. since when r u hermit the crab anyway?
From: Fie 22:06 27/6/03
Never but intend to be.
Me
aw. koochi koochi koo?
From: Fie 22:08 27/6/03
Whatever. I am determine to be in a foul mood today.
Me
ok! ill sms u tomm!
From: Fie 22:15 27/6/03
The next morning.
goood morning! eheh.
From: Fie 8:21 28/6/03
Oh hi. Not so good but can be better morning. Hey u dont have to placate me. Just let me stew.
Me
i would, cept i dunno what placate means! u working today?
From: Fie 8:24 28/6/03
Not funny. You're the one with the extensive grammar. Yeah on the bus on the way to work.
Me
ok. hey im involved in the JOB & SKILLS UPGRADE fair @toa payoh. so if u r really2 bored, come on down! will b there frm 11am to 3pm.
From: Fie 8:28 28/6/03
Yikes cant. Got a lunch appointment. Then I'm off to my cuz's wedding. Didnt wanna go but my mom made me or else...
Me
ok. next time mebbi.
From: Fie 8:53 28/6/03
Talk about faith in your friends....
hey hel, thats not fair. u couldve called me too u noe. and id only started writing in my blog like a few days ago.
From: Fie 20:38 27/6/03
How do you want me to respond? Fact is i know u guys are bz but everytime i msg u peeps seem disinterested. So y bother right?
Me
hah!assumptions!
From: Fie 21:06 27/6/03
Doesn't mean it's not groundless! Are we having our first major fight?
Me
u call THIS a fight? haha. this is barely even a disagreement. wot r u doin?
From: Fie 21:10 27/6/03
Shucks! Guess i have to polish up my skills to rile u up. But i still am offended that i seem so insignificant to u.
Me
wuts make u say that? i thot its a norm 4 us to drift a little bit apart esp. when we have our own things to do. but u noe as well as i do tt we'll never ever..
From: Fie 21:28 27/6/03
totally lose contact. we'll bond back no matter wot. n u noe tat if u need me ill always come running.
From: Fie 21:29 27/6/03
How would i know that. We never ever set anything in stone. Yes maybe once we were like that but now i can never be sure.
Me
now tat ure bein v. negative. anyway u cant say i din try either. d last i remembered, i ask u out too. gi town? n u said u had to paint ur room..
From: Fie 21:35 27/6/03
Oh so now i am at fault for not going out to the frigging town? Thanks but no thanks. I don't wanna be a sub for ur time.
Me
oh ok. its not ur fault. its totally mine of course.
From: Fie 21:59 27/6/03
Sarcasm gets u nowhere young lady. Fine be that way. Cant be bothered anymore. See u whenever.
Me
whenever... so like next wk? watch full throttle? eheh.
From Fie 22:02 27/6/03
Sorry cant. My new policy: decline invitations no matter from whom. Stay home and be a recluse. No one cares anyway.
Me
aw come on. lighten up. since when r u hermit the crab anyway?
From: Fie 22:06 27/6/03
Never but intend to be.
Me
aw. koochi koochi koo?
From: Fie 22:08 27/6/03
Whatever. I am determine to be in a foul mood today.
Me
ok! ill sms u tomm!
From: Fie 22:15 27/6/03
The next morning.
goood morning! eheh.
From: Fie 8:21 28/6/03
Oh hi. Not so good but can be better morning. Hey u dont have to placate me. Just let me stew.
Me
i would, cept i dunno what placate means! u working today?
From: Fie 8:24 28/6/03
Not funny. You're the one with the extensive grammar. Yeah on the bus on the way to work.
Me
ok. hey im involved in the JOB & SKILLS UPGRADE fair @toa payoh. so if u r really2 bored, come on down! will b there frm 11am to 3pm.
From: Fie 8:28 28/6/03
Yikes cant. Got a lunch appointment. Then I'm off to my cuz's wedding. Didnt wanna go but my mom made me or else...
Me
ok. next time mebbi.
From: Fie 8:53 28/6/03
Talk about faith in your friends....
Tuesday, July 01, 2003
Stomp
Hi.
I am taking time off today.
Gonna go shopping !!!
Really need new work pants. And tops too.
More tomorrow.
I am taking time off today.
Gonna go shopping !!!
Really need new work pants. And tops too.
More tomorrow.
Monday, June 30, 2003
Another you another me
Wow.
What a day it has been for me. You guys must know what it's like when it's a crisis management kinda day, right? Well, an almost crisis happened to me earlier. Remember I was telling you on how I was the one handling the GCE Level registration ? I thought the nightmare has long left me, but boy, oh boy, was I so wrong !
Today I found out there was some kind of screw up involving 3 students. And where did the screw up start ? The very beginning. Har...! Right now I am waiting for a phone call which will try to resolve part of this mess. Yes, I am staying in later than usual. Earlier I took time off, to go at 4 o'clock. When I realised that this unknotting of the thread is going to take sometime, I cancelled my time off. Arrgghhh....I could have reached home by now. Go down to the photo shop and develop my film. The photos I took for yesterday's wedding. Wonder how it will turn up. Also not to forget the photos I took at Louisa's wedding which was like 2 months back.
I have finally finished painting my room. Yesterday I found out that Ju (my cousin) also had her room painted lilac. So much for the uniqueness (sort of defeats the purpose because the paint was store bought. Hence, mass made. No such thing as individuality !)..... All I have to do now is to make my room a more habitable place. Put my computer back inside. Add a tv. Tidy up my book case. Then I am home free.
The call is still not in yet. ARRGGGHHH.....
How long should I stay ? Should I call back ?
What a day it has been for me. You guys must know what it's like when it's a crisis management kinda day, right? Well, an almost crisis happened to me earlier. Remember I was telling you on how I was the one handling the GCE Level registration ? I thought the nightmare has long left me, but boy, oh boy, was I so wrong !
Today I found out there was some kind of screw up involving 3 students. And where did the screw up start ? The very beginning. Har...! Right now I am waiting for a phone call which will try to resolve part of this mess. Yes, I am staying in later than usual. Earlier I took time off, to go at 4 o'clock. When I realised that this unknotting of the thread is going to take sometime, I cancelled my time off. Arrgghhh....I could have reached home by now. Go down to the photo shop and develop my film. The photos I took for yesterday's wedding. Wonder how it will turn up. Also not to forget the photos I took at Louisa's wedding which was like 2 months back.
I have finally finished painting my room. Yesterday I found out that Ju (my cousin) also had her room painted lilac. So much for the uniqueness (sort of defeats the purpose because the paint was store bought. Hence, mass made. No such thing as individuality !)..... All I have to do now is to make my room a more habitable place. Put my computer back inside. Add a tv. Tidy up my book case. Then I am home free.
The call is still not in yet. ARRGGGHHH.....
How long should I stay ? Should I call back ?
Saturday, June 28, 2003
Lay all your love on me
Ever woke up one morning and while folding your blanket you just thought to yourself, "Wouldn't it be grand to piss somebody off today ?" Well, yeah, never thought that the somebody could be yourself. So against all logic and emotion, you go all out and try to make your target's day a living hell. Then it all backfires and blows up in your face. And hey, you did piss somebody off. Although only yourself.
So on the way home, you listen to Steps' Last Dance CD on repeat mode. Ain't that a perfect ending to a real sh**ty day.
So on the way home, you listen to Steps' Last Dance CD on repeat mode. Ain't that a perfect ending to a real sh**ty day.
Friday, June 27, 2003
That niggling feeling
I have a sneaky feeling that I have no more friends in the world. Fie and Sha have both been in their own worlds. Not a beep from either one of them. Okay, I stand corrected. Sha did texted me the other day. Just to ask if I know how much the annual income tax is. Not a hello, how are you. Not another beep. Only when I responded and asked her why she needed the info, she told me she's working out her budget. Then all quiet. Later in the day I asked her about her convocation, I got the sneaky feeling she didn't want to reply to my text message. Prior to that, I texted her to check if she'd done her Advanced Theory Test and asked if she minded doing it together and she replied, she liked to. And said that Has would want to do her Basic Theory together. After that there wasn't anymore contact with her. Granted that she's starting a new job soon and graduation from Uni is right round the corner, it's no excuse to not just like drop me a text message now and then. Calling a spade a spade, I think I am slowly being "let go" by my friends.
And Fie...?? Don't get me started. She's like basically MIA. I just went to her blog (a new old blog) and found out she's like totally buried in tonnes of work things. Like, yeah I can empathise but I only found out about her blog when I happened to visit her bf's blog. It's like, screw friends. My life is now more important than my old 'mates.
Consider this, with Samuel going to the UK in Sept, there'd be no one else I can hang out with aside from my colleagues. Suddenly I realised that I have not moved on any further than when I finished my diploma programme. I have not done one thing to ensure the betterment (is there such a word ?) of my future self. I keep coming in here to rant and rave the unfairness of my life and yet I've done nothing to improve it. I am left way behind. So far that I can't even see the person before me. If life is a journey than I am damn sure I am just one of those inanimate things you passed along the way.
On a more cheerful note.
My cousin's getting married on Sunday. It's a matchmade marriage. She's my age, give and take a few months. Also my sister is about to pop her second baby. Yay... An aunt for a second time.
And Fie...?? Don't get me started. She's like basically MIA. I just went to her blog (a new old blog) and found out she's like totally buried in tonnes of work things. Like, yeah I can empathise but I only found out about her blog when I happened to visit her bf's blog. It's like, screw friends. My life is now more important than my old 'mates.
Consider this, with Samuel going to the UK in Sept, there'd be no one else I can hang out with aside from my colleagues. Suddenly I realised that I have not moved on any further than when I finished my diploma programme. I have not done one thing to ensure the betterment (is there such a word ?) of my future self. I keep coming in here to rant and rave the unfairness of my life and yet I've done nothing to improve it. I am left way behind. So far that I can't even see the person before me. If life is a journey than I am damn sure I am just one of those inanimate things you passed along the way.
On a more cheerful note.
My cousin's getting married on Sunday. It's a matchmade marriage. She's my age, give and take a few months. Also my sister is about to pop her second baby. Yay... An aunt for a second time.