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Sunday, May 11, 2003

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...!!!!!

Mak, I love you so much...

Guess you won't be able to see this but hopefully someday you might be able to understand why sometimes I do the things I did. Love ya loads, and loads....

Saturday, May 10, 2003

I am going off in 15 mins so this will have to be a quick entry.

Another work day for me, remember last week's incessant ramblings ? I am NOT gonna do the same thing now.
So what to write, then?

Oh, I know...Right after work, I'm heading down town. Collecting free The Matrix Reloaded tix. There was this contest on Class 95. An online contest. What you need to do is crack the code and you will be able to find out how to get your free tix. It's pretty simple, so I'm positively sure a lot of people will turn up. So I'm just crossing my fingers I will not be too late to get them.

Oh, Eve just asked if I'd wanted to watch Anger Management with Mahesha and her now. I won't be able to since class is still ongoing in the Bio Lab. *sighs* She laughed when I told her of my plans to collect the tix. Does it sound silly ??? Anyways, shan't let that bother me. If I do get to see the movie (if I can get hold of the tix) before everybody else her, then I can return the sentiment. Toodles.

Friday, May 09, 2003

Fie is so funny. Last night she texted me to say she did it again. I read her message only this morning (went to bed at 20 00hrs last night. Missed the American Idol episode where Josh got booted out. Shame, could have been the highlight of the day..) and replied by asking her what she did. She said she forgot my birthday (sorry to keep harping on this fact but today's entry is based on the Fie's funniness (not funny weird but funny har-har), read the first line....Fie is so funny.). I told her it's alright. She insisted that she wants to get me something, perhaps treat me to a movie this Sunday. I informed her I can't cause I will be celebrating Mother's Day at home (ordered cake from Coffee Bean yesterday. My first online purchase...*yay*). She said she forgot all about it...So we decided to meet next weekend. Hehe...and to think 3 days ago I was whining about not seeing her again. Hehe...Sometimes, I think I might be psychic !

Now moving along to something depressing....*grins*

Naah....Won't subject you to the mundaness of my existence.

So will definitely write back if something more interesting crops up here on this side of my world !

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Wednesday, May 07, 2003

Okay I wasn't fair yesterday. The people on the honour roll yesterday were my secondary school mates. They still are my mates. There is another bunch of people whom I didn't mention but miss, oh so dearly. They are Jerian, Isabelle, Hidayah, Pei Yun and yes, Wah Ying. These people are mates from poly. I spent three good years there. My social life was supposedly great but as you can see the this group ain't too big. Alright, I don't know what makes me reminisce those times. Like I mentioned in the previous entry, sometimes when I feel blue, everything just cocks up and my conscience nearly kill me. So to these people, if you happened to find my blog page, I miss y'all.

Tuesday, May 06, 2003

Can I just, like not write today ?
I really am stumped.

I miss Fie and Sha. I missed hanging out with them. Just discussing tv plots and characters and new movies to watch. Making plans to have another get together. Going to places we can't agree on for dinner. It was nice just being out in the company of these people. These days I feel like there isn't much time left for me. I get the feeling that I have to make amends and spend the coming times with joy. You know just enjoy the sights, as I am passing through to another destination. It's weird because sometimes when I sit quietly, I can feel a great sadness coming over me. I just want to bawl out and cocoon myself in the corner of my room. I know I don't have much time to say my thank yous and goodbyes. And that makes me really sad. People whom I've acquainted myself with. People who knows my good and bad sides. People who truly enjoyed my company.

Love makes the world a better place. Are abandoned babies feeling better ?

Monday, May 05, 2003

So many days I've kept still,
Waiting for the hours to come.
Day after day the count winds down,
Until the day arrived.
Hour by hour then the countdown begins,
When the final hour came,
You sit expectantly.
Faces aglow with the neon lights.
In awe with the spectacle for show.
When the clock strikes half past nine,
You sit back and analyze.
All the waiting was in vain,
Nothing will ever be the same.
They have shattered your hopes,
Dreams and expectations.
They have butchered your favourite forever.
And you will never view the same again,
The X-Men Series!

My thoughts on the movie series based on the famous cartoon and comic series of The X-Men. I saw the second installation. Yes, there were definitely more fighting sequences. And yes, Wolverine is still the featured character. To the extent the rest gets the backseat. So very disappointing. Although Logan's muscles are bigger and firmer in the second one.

Saturday, May 03, 2003

As you can see I am writing on a Saturday. Which means I am at work. Which means I am now officially working every Saturday this month instead of every other Saturday. Which means I am sadly underpaid and slogging way too many hours. Which means that if I had "conveniently" forgotten your birthday, I have no moolah to splurge on the people I love. Which means I am in deep shit as I "forgot" Mother's birthday is tomorrow. Which means I have to make up to her somehow. Which means I have to blow my dates with you guys on short notice (sorry!). Which means this entry has finally come to an end.

P/S: Jer is no longer blogging and she wanted to say goodbye to the blogging world. We will miss you, gurl!