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Friday, April 10, 2009

Choices

Have I ever mentioned before that April is my favourite month ? It's the month, many, many years ago that my parents were expecting me to make an appearance.

But now ? April sucks. April is when I get left behind. For at least a week or two, I'd get left behind. It's now two years in a row. Last year, for half a month I was abandoned. This year, it's a week. It hurts more this year because we are a year old now.

I don't like this feeling of abandonment. What's the point of a birthday month when you get left behind by someone dearest to you ?

April sucks. Go away and don't greet me for another year. When I will be left behind again.

:(

Mood: Sad

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