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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Where do I call home ?

I have been "hiding" in Dear's place for the past few days. I was supposed to have gone home Friday night but I got a little lazy. As usual, after a shower and a good dinner, I was just about ready to crash. I had so many big plans to meet Dear early Saturday morning for a spot of shopping, window shopping. Dear wanted to pop by Ikea and I needed to go dress shopping.

Dress shopping for the wedding dinners I'd promised I would attend. Oh wells, the first dinner is this coming Friday, for D's sister. I had wanted to get something new and nice to wear. I even thought of getting Mariam's friend and sister's help in looking for the dress. In the end, everything came to naught. I just got a little to lazy to organise anything. So no meet up, no dress shopping. Oh, feck it. I don't have the extra cash to splurge on that dress and shoes that will only see the back of my wardrobe once the dinner is done. Look at the dress I got for the Grad Dinner. Hmmm ... Come to think of it. Where is that dress ?

So anyways, I didn't go home nor did I call home. Ma must be worried. I wonder if she would send out a search party to try to see if my dead body turned up anywhere. I'm currently writing this away with pen and paper, waiting for the Dear to come back from his squash game. I would have left if not for the fact that Dear was pretty insistent on me staying over. Ah wells, he loves me anyways, so I mind not.

Had a little (little ? I think Dear would argue that fact ... ) tiff earlier in the day. Sha's wedding ceremony is on today, according to Fie. But knowing me and my petulant disposition just refused to text an address reply to Sha's text last month. Hence, I did not get an invitation card, so by default I am not invited. Fie asked me to come over anyways but I didn't want to "crash" the party ...

Dear wanted me to get over my silliness of being slighted for the solemnisation ceremony months earlier but I can't. I simply can't put aside the feelings of being told only after the whole ceremony is over. Ah wells ... No worries there. Got into a tiff with the Dear over an event I didn't even want to attend. So in the end I just got Fie to "kirim" on my behalf.

Now, now ... Where is the Dear ? He was supposed to only have gone for an hour of squash game. Time check, almost 5.30 pm. After this, I am so reading my book. Borrowed a fantastic piece of fiction from the school library. Who would have guessed ?

I had a fantabulous time with the Dear yesterday. We started the day late. We had chicken rice for lunch after skipping breakfast because we were just lazing in bed and talking about stuff. We couldn't decide where to go first and what to do. Eventually I scrapped the idea of dress shopping, and headed straight to Ikea after lunch. What a fantastic place ! Dear spent ages just browsing through things and looking (more like drooling over) at things we couldn't afford to buy. Just a typical afternoon spent like a newly married couple. Good feelings. We can make this work. He wants to buy things and I would go round and say, "No money". Just a perfect repertoire between "newly married" couples, no ? Right.

We got a few items and spent close to a hundred bucks on those items. A huge bag of stuff ! And then we went nuts on the cream spread. We popped by Anchorpoint for a spot of dinner (chicken ! KFC !) before popping by Cold Storage for some grocery shopping. Dear had it in his head to make "Commando" for me. Ah wells, who am I to disagree on that ?

Done with all those things, my intention is to go on home. Right. Dear's home it was. So here I am. Still waiting for the Dear to arrive home. Dear, come home. I miss you !

Friday, November 28, 2008

~ Friday I'm In Love - The Cure ~

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Oh, Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love

Saturday, wait
And Sunday always comes too late
But Friday, never hesitate...

I don't care if Mondays black
Tuesday, Wednesday - heart attack
Thursday, never looking back
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday, you can hold your head
Tuesday, Wednesday stay in bed
Or Thursday - watch the walls instead
It's Friday, I'm in love

Saturday, wait
And Sunday always comes too late
But Friday, never hesitate...

Dressed up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite
It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's Friday, I'm in love

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you
It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Hey, hey ... Home again !

If not for Dear's networking session, I would have totally crashed out on his bed, typing away on his computer and scoffing at the first episode of "Don't Forget The Lyrics", Singapore style.

As a result of Dear's networking session, I am now totally crashed on my bed, typing away on my computer and scoffing at the first episode of "Don't Forget The Lyrics", Singapore style.

Right. Hit the showers and crash very soon. I'm hungry but I'm just too plain lazy to eat. How can you be too lazy to eat ? Well. You just are. Sloth and gluttony shalt never come together !

Hah !

Happy 8th Month Anniversary, Dear !

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

To claim victorious, albeit sporadically

When you hit a high, the crash hits you back like a jackhammer through your skull. Rest for the rest of the wounded is the best of 'em all. You can knock out the percentage of the pain but you can never eliminate the rest of the hurt that cuts deep. So when you are careful enough to avoid the pain, by all means go for it. Knock yourselves out ...

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

And Mommy said ...

From the mouth of Mothers.

"So you are staying over now since his mother has left ? So clever, I know that tactic. How about clothes and other stuff ? At least you were polite enough to stay away while his mother was here ..."

It's PAY DAY !!!!

Monday, November 24, 2008

~ Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis ~


Lyrics | Leona Lewis lyrics - Bleeding Love lyrics

Happy Helena

It's no secret that happiness for Hel is a tie in with the excitement in her love life. Where there is love in her life, Hel will be happy. I'm sure it's the same for you, my dear readers. So in light of the love shown by the love of my life, I am happy.

Hahaha ... I know, I know ... In this day and age, women are liberated and they don't need a man to make and keep them happy. Ahaha ... If I am like half of those women, the world, or rather his world, would be a much more peaceful place to be in ...


Shoot !

I have nothing to write. Just posting for the heck of it. Buzz me for topics. BTW, Fie, did you reply to Sha's text regarding her request for your address to send her wedding invite ? Is it over already ???