The aircon generator decided to die on us this Halloween's Day. Either that or the security guard forgot to switch it on.
This sucks.
I hate the feeling of dead air. Imagine all the windows are closed and there is no sound of any kinda movement. Yeah, the radio and the fan are switched on. Still. Aircon, man. Where are you ?
These few days I can really empathise with a scratching post. Man, the battle scars ranges from my upper arms to my hands and my calves. Oh, 2 fresh tracks on my ring finger and pinkie of my left hand. One piece of advice, never ever antoganise a sleeping or pissed off cat. You WILL pay !
Thursday, October 30, 2003
In case there are some people who have been living under a rock for the past few months and needs a little direction, here's the movie to catch .....
Images are from Official Matrix Website
Capisce ?
Images are from Official Matrix Website
Capisce ?
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
Know what I need to do ?
Aside from studying for my Final Theory test. And psyching myself that everything is going to be alright when I start my course.
I need to develop a poker face.
I think that is the most important aspect of my life here. At this point in time. I must be able to be blasé with the words bouncing around me. No reaction, just remember that I am not affected by those things.
I am feeling guilty.
Damn my conscience !
Aside from studying for my Final Theory test. And psyching myself that everything is going to be alright when I start my course.
I need to develop a poker face.
I think that is the most important aspect of my life here. At this point in time. I must be able to be blasé with the words bouncing around me. No reaction, just remember that I am not affected by those things.
I am feeling guilty.
Damn my conscience !
Monday, October 27, 2003
Wow, hey. Just had a really long weekend. Only really, and extra day that's all. Deepavali was over on Friday and I just hope I am not that late in wishing all my Hindu readers a Happy Deepavali !!! Planned a really good week but that didn't materialise. Why ? Hmm ...
Friday - Made plans to meet up with Sha and Fie for movie and general catch up and exchanging of news (goss) session. So much things had happened since we last met (ermm ... umm ... just last Sunday ...). Sad to say, Sha had to accompany her ma to Geylang Serai for umm ... grocery shopping ?? Fie asked if I wanted to just go out and meet anyway. By that time I was still curled up in bed with a really good book (romance, if you must know). And 'sides there is this Hindi film that I promised myself I have to catch. So Fie was left hung and dry ? (umm ... pardon the expression ...) And yeah, the movie was really good and I finished my book to boot !
Saturday - Made plans to meet Azleen for a shopping session after my Study Skills Seminar at Hartford. Unfortunately, I had to run an errand for my ma so I told Az if we could push it to maybe around 4-ish, 5-ish. She said it is too late and that she'd go alone. Yeech ... Sorry Az ! Oh, btw, Ayu came over the night before and after everything is said and done, I'm just a glorified babysitter masquarading as her aunt. Sad, but true. *shrugs*
Sunday - Made plans to meet up with Jer and Belle. We have not seen each other for many, many moons !!! But as usual, I had to cancel because by the time Jer finished her lessons, it'd be almost close to 4 pm. So the meeting time was set to 5 pm. Really late because I had expected to be home by 6-ish. Had to help out Ma because Ramadan is like, umm ... tomorrow (today, in case you guys had lost me somewhere up there). Sorry guys, hoped you really had a really good time. I mean really.
On the flipside, due to these unscheduled cancellations, I managed to finish 4 books over the weekend. Each book is roughly about 400 pages, so that translates to about 1,600 pages that I'd covered over those 3 days.
Yeap.
No social life but a record breaking feat even for my mundane existence !
Friday - Made plans to meet up with Sha and Fie for movie and general catch up and exchanging of news (goss) session. So much things had happened since we last met (ermm ... umm ... just last Sunday ...). Sad to say, Sha had to accompany her ma to Geylang Serai for umm ... grocery shopping ?? Fie asked if I wanted to just go out and meet anyway. By that time I was still curled up in bed with a really good book (romance, if you must know). And 'sides there is this Hindi film that I promised myself I have to catch. So Fie was left hung and dry ? (umm ... pardon the expression ...) And yeah, the movie was really good and I finished my book to boot !
Saturday - Made plans to meet Azleen for a shopping session after my Study Skills Seminar at Hartford. Unfortunately, I had to run an errand for my ma so I told Az if we could push it to maybe around 4-ish, 5-ish. She said it is too late and that she'd go alone. Yeech ... Sorry Az ! Oh, btw, Ayu came over the night before and after everything is said and done, I'm just a glorified babysitter masquarading as her aunt. Sad, but true. *shrugs*
Sunday - Made plans to meet up with Jer and Belle. We have not seen each other for many, many moons !!! But as usual, I had to cancel because by the time Jer finished her lessons, it'd be almost close to 4 pm. So the meeting time was set to 5 pm. Really late because I had expected to be home by 6-ish. Had to help out Ma because Ramadan is like, umm ... tomorrow (today, in case you guys had lost me somewhere up there). Sorry guys, hoped you really had a really good time. I mean really.
On the flipside, due to these unscheduled cancellations, I managed to finish 4 books over the weekend. Each book is roughly about 400 pages, so that translates to about 1,600 pages that I'd covered over those 3 days.
Yeap.
No social life but a record breaking feat even for my mundane existence !
Thursday, October 23, 2003
Know what ?
I realised that I'm being given the cold shoulder by some of my "hang-out" colleagues. Just because I'd changed my mind about going out with them after work. I know I'd told them I would be happy to have dinner or drinks or even go pubbing with them. But now I'd decided not to and guess I'd been given the necessary "punishment".
And guess what ?
I don't give a rat's ass.
As long as I'm being left alone.
I'm fine.
I realised that I'm being given the cold shoulder by some of my "hang-out" colleagues. Just because I'd changed my mind about going out with them after work. I know I'd told them I would be happy to have dinner or drinks or even go pubbing with them. But now I'd decided not to and guess I'd been given the necessary "punishment".
And guess what ?
I don't give a rat's ass.
As long as I'm being left alone.
I'm fine.