Just plain shit. I am unhappy in an unhappy place. I like my work, I hate my boss and the other fucking retard colleagues. When did this state of mind come about ? Through the unfairness of their practices. Through the backstabbing of someone we thought we trusted. Every day that I dragged myself to work is because of the fact that it's something I need to do in a day.
The drudgery of waking up, getting dressed and setting off to work is certainly not fun. Nothing's fun anymore. I asked myself day in, day out, why am I still here ? Why am I still in a dead end job with nothing to look forward to except sharing some time with the less irksome people ?
I come up empty every time I question myself. My fault ? Not fitting in ? Or no longer wanting to fit in ? There are so many times when I just rant and rave and curse the injustice but what did I achieve ? Not a damn thing I can buy for my sanity.
I'm tired. So darn tired of fighting, keeping my game face on every day. How much longer ? I need an out. I want an out.
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Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Monday, June 01, 2009
Man U - Asia tour in Malaysia
It's now down to 2 tour companies. One that is of good repute and comfortable coaches. The other provides mineral water.
Hmmm .... Which one do we choose then ?
Hmmm .... Which one do we choose then ?
Thursday, May 28, 2009
A lost is a lost is a lost
We lost the Champs League. We were not even close to the standards set by Barcelona. Quite disappointing, really.
Well then. No point harping on this, yes ?
Better luck, next season.
Well then. No point harping on this, yes ?
Better luck, next season.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
When Ayu turns 8
Eldest niece.
Precious, smart girl.
When the best is always unexpected. When the good is always hidden. When a blessing is from unforseen circumstances.
Happy 8th Birthday, Darling Ayu !
Precious, smart girl.
When the best is always unexpected. When the good is always hidden. When a blessing is from unforseen circumstances.
Happy 8th Birthday, Darling Ayu !
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Passport records available online
Dear All,
Kindly check your passport data is available there or not!
I WAS SHOCKED TO READ THIS:
Passport records available online
I have just received an e-mail stating that the personal information in our passports are now available online due to the move for globalized screening of entries and exits of people in most, if not all countries.
These information have been accessed through the Schengen, American, Australian and Asian database.
It is scary that they are doing this now. It does not only invade our privacy, but exposes us to danger, if these information land on the wrong hands. The matter that gives me a fright is that there is no strict form of security to access the site. One only needs to type his name and country of citizenship and the passport's identification page displays.
I myself tried to search and found my passport and was totally stunned to see it.
Please copy and paste the below link.
http://www.scrolllock.nl/passport/
Kindly check your passport data is available there or not!
I WAS SHOCKED TO READ THIS:
Passport records available online
I have just received an e-mail stating that the personal information in our passports are now available online due to the move for globalized screening of entries and exits of people in most, if not all countries.
These information have been accessed through the Schengen, American, Australian and Asian database.
It is scary that they are doing this now. It does not only invade our privacy, but exposes us to danger, if these information land on the wrong hands. The matter that gives me a fright is that there is no strict form of security to access the site. One only needs to type his name and country of citizenship and the passport's identification page displays.
I myself tried to search and found my passport and was totally stunned to see it.
Please copy and paste the below link.
http://www.scrolllock.nl/passport/
Monday, May 11, 2009
Easy come, easy go
I am freaking broke ! Went out for lunch last Saturday and somehow, I got into my generous mode and paid for lunch. Honestly. I keep thinking that I have mucha, mucha moolah to spend on things.
Which I don't.
Anyways, I dread to see my credit card bill for this coming month. I think I will faint. Hmmm .... I know I will definitely faint.
Gimme the strength to resist the spending and start the saving ! :D
Which I don't.
Anyways, I dread to see my credit card bill for this coming month. I think I will faint. Hmmm .... I know I will definitely faint.
Gimme the strength to resist the spending and start the saving ! :D
Sunday, May 10, 2009
When I behave like a petulant little girl
I am deserving of the treatment I get from my fellow man. Being a petulant little girl is great ! No wonder you see so many brats lurking around in your peripheral vision. So here I am.
Being a petulant brat who is bent on throwing her tantrums.
Being a petulant brat who is bent on throwing her tantrums.