Dieting ? Me ? Joke !

I skipped dinner again. My left ankle's swelling a little and my right foot's turning a nice shade of reddish purple. All my fault. I have this insane anger, even when sweet Aaliyah called me, I refused to answer her. Ahhhh ... What's wrong with me ?

I have this damn anger in my chest and I don't know how to vent. I think I was okay at work but at home is a whole different scenario.

I think I will just coop up in my refuge. Let me just stew, away from the innocents. I am so afraid of what comes out of my mouth.

Bitchy, snide comments.

*SHUDDERS*

My foot !

I twisted my left ankle wearing my new sandals. Amazing ... Less than a day and here I am walking like a demented, crippled fool. Yeah, loads to laugh at.

And then after showering, I accidentally kicked my metal stool with my right foot. Nice, right ? In just one day, I've like "killed" my feet.

I was actually quite unhappy over dinner. Mom cooked beef dhal and I went, "Ack !" So I pulled a face, skipped dinner and tried to sleep the earliest in a long while.

Before 8 pm, I checked the clock before switching off the light. So here I am supposedly asleep, a little after 8. I will shut down the PC after this.

Promise.

Birthday and stuff

Well ... I am exhausted ! I'm stuffed and feeling quite mellow.

Had a girls' night out version of a Birthday dins for Mother. Managed to "tricked" her into buying shoes. B-dae prezzies. Oh, well ... I'd been hard at work to find something she liked and this was like the final icing on the cake.

So is everything back to normal ? Well ... My feelings are ambivalent at best with her. Part of me is still unwilling to "bother" much while another part wishes that the past few events had not happened. But they did and I still feel that bit of betrayal.

So then. Life goes on, no ?

Every little bit helps

So the little bit is in doing the odds and ends to earn extra dosh. As in sacrificing one Saturday a month to wake up really early and be in school before 7 am. Of course, with the extra couple of hundred dosh to earn, one has to stay until say, after 2 pm on a good Saturday afternoon.

We laughed, shared a couple of jokes and say goodbyes, hoping to meet again on Monday. God forbids if I should not want to mix around ever again.

Say ... How much does it cost to re-charge one's batteries ?

A-Day

It's audit day today. Although I am still feeling apprehensive over what happened yesterday, I tried to keep busy with stuff at work. I was hoping H would call me to have a bit of meet up with the auditor. Apparently, we are all not needed until the second stage audit, end of this month.

So everything turns out pretty much okay this time round. All the best for the next round, yeah ?

Bust up

I had a bit of a bust up with H. I was really pissed initially. Then he got pissed and so we let each other cool down. Then I heard from JS that he had spoken to IP, or rather complain to him.

Therefore, I had only a couple of choices. To let this fester and spoil our working relationship or to get it cleared up.

I chose the latter. Was I glad that I apologise first ? Yes. I was damn glad the misunderstanding got cleared up. It would be a damn shame if we ceased being good working pals.

Okay ... I'm really knacked out now. Went jalan-jalan with Mother and Y to Chinatown, hoping to get some cheap toiletries. I just ended up drooling over some cool shoes in Metro and a bottle of Green Tea Shampoo to show for all the walk-about.

Oh, not to mention missing my episode of Prison Break. Ahhh ... Wentworth Miller. Hot !

Got them !

After searching high and low, I've finally found the Sudoko games for Mother's gift. We will be having the birthday do tomorrow. Just in case Mother goes on leave on Friday or Monday.

The mug and games, haha. I'm wrapping them up now. I hope she adores them ! All my walking and hard work. :D