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Sunday, December 28, 2008

We ran away

If I could run away with him, I would do so in a heartbeat. If we could forget and ignore the disapprovals and dissatisfactions of the people around us, we would have done as we pleased. We could run away to Tahiti and be safe with the mountains in New Zealand, we would have done so. We want to be able to get the blessings because we are filial son and daughter. We want them to be happy because we are happy.

If I could run away with him, I would not hesitate nor look back. Fear and courage work opposite of each other but the contentment you feel when you make the right decision is like an unboundless energy coursing through your veins. We can never be too sure nor too unsure. We are just we are. Happy to be with each other. Sharing our fears and giving (en)courage(ment) to each other.

If I could run away with him, I would make sure that we would not need to keep on running away. We would settle and we would grow and we would make good people of our progeny. We would love and care and adore as much then as we are now. We would keep our faiths and trust in the people around us. We would not let them down as we often are from the people we ran away from. We will tell them they have the best love because ours is pure and genuine.

If I could run away with him, I would make him happy. With the last breath, I will make him laugh, I will make him love life as before. Before he lost his faith in it. The disillusion and the myriad facades of the people he trusted ruined what would have been the best time of our lives.

If I could run away with him, I would take him in the safety of my arms. To tell him that life's ain't all that bad. That there is that few glimmers of hope to look forward to. And when we are old and decrepit, we will always have the memories made. To be together until we die or to go our separate ways, is decided when we come to that fork in the road.

If I could run away with him, would I be given that chance ?

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas

Good cheers and seasons greetings !

Have a good pub hol, ya'll. Another good pub hol's coming up in a week's time !

:D

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Our Song :)

People have been asking me what's our song. Question, do we even need a song ? Hahahaha ... I'm not sure. But what I'm sure is that this song is our song for now. Right, Dear ?

The Way I Are - Timbaland

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Remember the time baby
Yeah, yeah

~ Timbaland ~
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no car to take you on a date
I can't even buy you flowers
But together we could be the perfect soulmates
Talk to me girl

~ Keri Hilson ~
Oh
Baby, it's alright now
You ain't gotta flaunt for me
If we go touch
You can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out til' we get it right

~ Chorus ~
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
I'm about to strip and I'm well equipped
Can you handle me the way I'm are?

I don't need the G's or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like, I like, I like...

~ Timbaland ~
I ain't got no VISA
I ain't got no Red American Express
We can't go nowhere exotic
It don't matter 'cause I'm the one that loves you best
Talk to me girl

~ Keri Hilson ~
Oh
Baby, it's alright now
You ain't gotta flaunt for me
If we go touchYyou can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out til' we get it right

~ Chorus ~
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
I'm about to strip and I'm well equipped
Can you handle me the way I'm are?

I don't need the G's or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the wat you are

~ Rap Verse ~ D.O.E. ~
You know
Baby girl, I don't got a huge ol' house,
I rent a room in a house
Listen baby girl
I ain't got a motorboat,
But I can float your boat

So listen, baby girl
Once you get a dose of D.O.E
You gon' want some mo'
So listen, baby girl
When I'm naked I want you there,
Want you there, yeah.

Yeah my money and me loof like feel me them,
And it's realy not quite Louis Allason,
Your body ain't Pamela Anderson,
It's a struggle just to get you in the caravan,

But listen baby girl,
Before I let you lose a pound I'll buy a bigger car,
So listen baby girl,
I love you just the way you are, the way you are

~ Keri Hilson ~
Oh
Baby, it's alright now
You ain't gotta flaunt for me
If we go touchYyou can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out til' we get it right

~ Chorus ~
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
I'm about to strip and I'm well equipped
Can you handle me the way I'm are?

I don't need the G's or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the wat you are

~ Chorus ~
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
I'm about to strip and I'm well equipped
Can you handle me the way I'm are?

I don't need the G's or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like, I like, I like...

Thursday, December 04, 2008

You can call me Slap-Happy

I am sooooooo sleepy !!!! I had a good lunch with good company. Spent the remainder lunch hour reading the book I borrowed from the school library before continuing down here, in the office in the coldy atmosphere to work.

Earlier, Ian called me buncit when I was showing him the Polo-T Dear had given to me. A pink horizontal striped Polo-T that Dear received from his sister for his birthday. Pink is like so not his colour, he proclaimed. But honestly, his skin tone will match pink perfectly. Hahahahaha .... I am biased because pink is so my favourite colour !

Hahahaha ... I have a noticeable tummy now due to the unmissed meals. I "blame" Dear for that because he can be quite a "don't-miss-your-meals" Nazi !!! Meals for you ... Kinda like the "soup" Nazi in Seinfeld. No soup for you ...

Anyways, it's sooooooo quiet in here. Seems like the fun bunch of people are out and about doing fun things. Like spray painting the locker doors with red, blue and green. Though not all three colours on the same door. It's kinda like refurbishment of the old lockers to make them seem brand new. Which is a noble idea if there are willing workers ... And spray painting ... What a fun outlet for that pent up frustrations ! :D

I went to watch The Sky Crawlers with Dear last night. The movie received good reviews and I was kinda excited to catch it. The CGI effects were excellent because it was blended well with Japanese anime and "actual footage". It's a dual language movie, though most parts were spoken in Japanese. The times when they lapsed into English was when the pilots were communicating with each other over the radio. Overall, the pace of the film was pretty slow and a few instances during the film make you go "Huh?!?". Tolerable at times but because I was very tired and sleepy last night, I was a little lost. Most of the time I was just falling asleep on Dear's shoulders. Good thing I didn't snore, though Dear attested to the fact that I did. However, I did know that I did NOT snore !

After the movie, I crashed at Dear's place. :D So because of the fact that I had IPS (Interrupted Power Sleep), I am sooooooo sleepy right now. So. I'm gonna wash my face, brush my teeth and go for another cuppa of caffeine injection. Sounds good ?

*winks*

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

I cheat and I lie

I'll try 'til I die 'til I make you my man - said Dusty Springfield in I'll Try Anything.

Will I do that ? Hahaha ... Not bloody likely, 'mate !

I'm just talking about my postings on my weblog. The "cheat and lie" bit is for the post yesterday. I had wanted to post "real-time" using Dear's lap top but it went "missing" with his housemate who had gone back home.

So anyways.

We will make do with a "real-time" posting of yesterday's post. Hmmm ... Wait. I'm not making much sense here.

But you guys can do the following:

1) Scroll down to read yesterday's post.

:D

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Office BBQ

All I can say was the most excellent chicken wing marinate. Thanks D !!!

To both Mr G and D, BBQ-ing and grilling the yummilicious spread, mucho, mucho gracias from the empty stomach. It was so delish that I had more than I should have. Hotdogs, chicken patties, wings and fish balls !!!

I'm currently stoned right now. Food intoxication. Gonna snooze at Dear's place until about midnight ... Then I will pop on home. Hahahaha ... This is provided I can be woken up !

Next official office food event:

STEAMBOAT DINNER !!!

:D

Monday, December 01, 2008

World AIDS Day

Oh mans, freak.

I am at a loss for words.

Let the day say for itself.

Read more here.