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Sunday, July 31, 2005

What Do People Truly See You As?

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People view you as a Loner Artist.

Loner Artist are exactly as their title says, loners and artist. Now you are not alone by choice but many people find you odd. This only bothers you when you're in a public place like a dance club or a crowded lunchroom so you tend to steer clear of those places. You might have a friend or two but they're either Loner Artists like you or Truly Dark. Fear not! So many artists are not appreciated in their own times!


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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Clearing the air

The best kind of high is usually when you get pardon for some misunderstanding that had occurred as a result of you jumping to conclusions.

I had finally spoken at length with E. She had never wanted to release the QMS to anyone. Not to JS and certainly not to me. Call her selfish but would you want to let go of the documents that make you quite the powerful figure in the organisation ? No, would be your answer, no ?

When I'm wrong, I'll admit I'm wrong. And yeah, in this instance I am partly wrong. Well, my only defense is ignorance.

So let us close this chapter and move on from here.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

BBC Pride & Prejudice

Did I tell you this ?

I've finally gotten my paws on the VCD. You know the one I'd been aiming to get the minute I found out it had been released. That many years ago that I watched on TV 12 and caught all 6 epsiodes without fail. The reason I love the Colin Firth so (Sorry babe, you know my secret obsession with Mr Darcy ? Well, it was attributed to the potrayal by CF !) ? The reason that Fie got me the book and the book had been read like kabazillion times.

I watched it and remember how I love the Brit accent so. Hah ! So bear with me if I do indeed speak with a slight accent this few days. Just reminiscing the days when speaking with a slight upturned nose in the air is quite the norm !

Monday, July 25, 2005

Supreme by Robbie Williams

Oh it seemed forever stopped today
All the lonely hearts in London
Caught a plane and flew away
And all the best women are married
All the handsome men are gay
You feel deprived

Yeah are you questioning your size?
Is there a tumour in your humour,
Are there bags under your eyes?
Do you leave dents where you sit,
Are you getting on a bit?
Will you survive
You must survive

When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme

Oh what are you really looking for?
Another partner in your life to
abuse and to adore?
Is it lovey dovey stuff,
Do you need a bit of rough?
Get on your knees

Yeah turn down the love songs that you hear
'Cause you can't avoid the sentiment
That echoes in your ear
Saying love will stop the pain
Saying love will kill the fear
Do you believe
You must believe
When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme

I spy with my little eye
Something beginning with (ah)
Got my back up
And now she's screaming
So I've got to turn the track up
Sit back and watch the royalties stack up
I know this girl she likes to switch teams
And I'm a fiend but I'm living for a love supreme

When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme

Come and live a love supreme
Don't let it get you down
Everybody lives for love

[Repeat...]

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Some friend, huh ?

Correct me if I am wrong. I apologise if I see this the wrong way and hence jump into conclusions. However, the way I see it, it's just too coincidental that I'd been "arrowed".

As you know, my work place managed to get another accreditation under our belt. Hence, because of the teamwork done by the Security Forum, my Big Boss decided to place the Quality Manual aka ISO 9001 under the care of the ISMS people. H was okay with it because after all, the BS7799 was much more complex as compared to the ISO 9001. As such, the ISO survillance audit is coming on August 1st. So Boss said that after the survillance audit is complete, work on the Quality Manual will be solely placed under the same team of ISMS Manual (you following me so far ?).

So anyways, I told E during lunch that Boss decided to place the QMS under the Security Forum's charge, little knowing the importance of the information.

So after lunch, I was merrily doing my work when Boss called me to have a "mini-conference" with E. He said that since we are handling the QMS, I would have to be present at the ISO audit. My jaw literally dropped. Why ? Because yesterday when Boss made the announcement to have the SF people handle the QM, it was under the knowledge to do so after the audit. Boss even said that the audit would be handled by himself and E. Well, damn me ! I got arrowed didn't I ?

Tell me it does not smell fishy. Thanks to H, my fishy nose went on high alert. Please tell me it's just a rare occurrence. H even told me that during the lunch he had with Boss, Boss was still in the frame of mind that we SF people handle the QM after the audit. Tell me then why the story changes after lunch and after E found out that I'd been placed in charge of the QM.

I felt I had been stabbed between my shoulder blades. I thought she was a friend. I treated her like a friend when I confided in the info knowing full well that Boss had not told her yet. Maybe I am just daft. To place my trust in people so blindly.

Seriously, if I am wrong in my observation, I beg a thousand pardons. I will be more than happy to be wrong in this instance. But neat and convenient circumstances do not happen without some kind of clever orchestrating.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Breathe out ....

I'm in a high place now. We made it ! We got the BS7799 accreditation ! The first school in Singapore to go for it and clinch it ! All the late nights spent at work paid off. Thank you all. The Boss for giving me a chance to be in the committee. It's kind of cool but the additional work and responsibilities is all part of the cool deal ! Haha ...

Hey people, we ensure safety in the transmission of information and data ! Yay, for SFMS !

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Breathe in ...

So far so good. It's lunch time and the Boss had taken the auditors out for lunch. We'll probably start the next session well. Well, let's hope so. The morning one was not too bad. Just some presentation slides and some clarification of the Internal Audit findings. *crossing fingers*

Guess I'd better go through the ISMS Manual again.

Monday, July 18, 2005

Audit day

Tomorrow's the day. I kind of have this insane fear that one of us will screw up. Even if we don't, the auditors might just hate one of us and not pass us. Yeah, insane is the word. I am still stuck at work. Going over the documents once again. Arrgghhh ....

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

:-)

I put on a happy face everytime I think I might get any kind of sympathies. Even when I found out I flunked the Drug Discovery module I laughed. Am I a nutter? My colleagues were very sympathetic, but I just brushed off this failure and tried to chin up. Am I carefree?

Somedays are just plain fucked up and other days are relatively sane. I want to laugh and cry at the same breath but I cannot decide which is of the utmost importance. This weird feeling I have inside? To constantly and consistently cheer people up, is not healthy.

Confessions.

For 2 days in a row I felt like fagging. Am I stressed out?

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Spring, sprung, springing ...

I cleaned up my room, finally! All the rubbish on its way out and all the precious items kept safely out of sight.

Hey, look at that shiny surface. My room floor!

What I basically did was to shift my old PC to the living room, moved my TV set 90 degrees to the left, wheeled my "new" desktop 90 degrees to the right and lo' behold! Yoga space created! So now I will sit and contemplate (veg!) my week ahead ....

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

10 different ways I love you

I thought I could live without you. I was wrong because you showed me the wondrous drug called life. I cannot contain my pleasure every time I look at you. You smiled at me and a thousand things pop inside my head to keep that smile on your face always. I want to jump your bones like there is no tomorrow every time you whisper my name. I love you babe. In so many ways but these 10 amazing and gorgeous you, are what make me really appreciate your love.

1) You make me feel nice

2) You allow me to be naughty

3) You cherish your mom

4) You adore my little imps (all 5 of 'em!)

5) You understand my idiosyncrasies

6) You take care of your grooming

7) You kiss so sweetly

8) You listen without judgment

9) You make amazing tuna sandwiches

10) You LOVE me.

And guess what? I LOVE you back. Heart and soul, I do.

xxHelxx

Saturday, July 02, 2005

My favourite song of the moment !

Artist: Chris Isaak Lyrics
Song: Besame Mucho Lyrics

Besame besame mucho
Each time I cling to your kiss I hear music divine
Besame besame mucho
Hold me my darling and say that you'll always be mine

This joy is something new my arms enfolding you, never knew this thrill before
Whoever thought I'd be holding you close to me whispering to you I adore
Dearest one if you should leave me
Each little dream would take wings and my life would be through
So besame besame mucho
Love me forever and make all my dreams come true

Dearest one if you should leave me
Each little dream would take wings and my life would be through
So besame besame mucho
Love me forever and make all my dreams come true