Old new things

I am better, in case you are wondering. I am slightly out of that bad space and inching my way out even further. Thank you for thinking the good thoughts for me.

As I sit here, waiting for time to pass, I had a thought. Like my obsession with being "lost". Lose my thoughts in the insignificant. Lose my moment for that 3 seconds in my favourite part of the song. Lose my inhibitions and get things done. It's ongoing and the hangups are so insurmountable. I need to be free of this.

I cannot even write coherently. I guess, that's when I close this post.

What the flamingo

You know, I always try to exude positive vibe when I post on this page. I just feel that when I look back on this day (or other days) in the future, I will be able to feel and understand what I had felt that led me to write the way I did.

I am sad today. Sad for the most part of this week, in fact. It's the last week of school where I work and it should be fun and nice and relaxing with 3 weeks of holidays, the whole place empty of its occupants. And yet I feel sad. I am sad for a number of reasons. I am sad.

I will try to not be so sad but I am sad.

Sharing is caring

Just reading through some tips and came across this. Sharing with anyone and everyone who may feel that they are having a hard time getting through the work day. Good luck!

Heal The Pain

"How can I help you?
Please let me try to
I can heal the pain
That you're feeling inside"

Lyrics: George Michael

The genius of the man. Listening to his beautiful voice and meaningful lyrics on my iPod. Rest in peace.

Feeling Blue

You can say it's one of those days. You can say it's that time of the month. You can probably say it's just the beginning of the year. How you say it still does not change the fact that I am feeling down, low, moody, depressed. How you say it also does not change the fact that I am in a place where I don't like what I do, how I feel and why I just want to hide in a corner.

Leave me alone and leave me be. I hate myself right now.

I, Hel

It's been such a long time since I last logged in and posted here. I had neglected the space I had once adored. I am sorry. It's been such a long time since I had updated my readers. My life is such that it's impossible to try to put in to words. Busy with work. Busy with life. Busy.

I miss the daily chats I have over the digital line. To show you that a simple person like me is simply happy to live my life. Cheers to all.

Many memories has since passed. Many more to come and I will do my best to have the chats I once have with this adored space.

Welcome back, Hel.

Happy 59th, Darling..

Singularly we are one. Together we are one. One, 59 months ago. One forever..
Love you, Sayang.