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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Wishes and haf' pennies

Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday dear Silentscream,
Happy birthday to me!


I am wishing for clear skies and happy smiles.
I am wishing for good food and wonderful memories.
I am wishing for health and wealth.
I am wishing for all people who deserves the birthday wishes from this 29-year-old. My folks, my Sisters and their families, my Dear and my closest friends and confidant.

Hope you guys had a good sunny day earlier !

*grins*

Monday, April 26, 2010

Age is just a number

I am feeling kinda melancholic. Sitting in front of the computer trying to think of something intelligent to say is kinda frustrating. When the inspiration strikes me, words flow out from my mind onto the big, white screen fluently. When the inspired is struck, it's better to set yourself down and document your thoughts.

For today, I am not at work. I am resting at home. A home where Dear resides and find his peace and contentment. Unless, I decide to pop by and shatter his quiet thoughts. Sitting here, thinking to myself, I think I have been taking a lot of people and things for granted. Things like, having Dear around all the time. People like, taking my family and their unwavering support in my craziness.

Thoughts like, I'm gonna be okay. We are gonna be okay. Eventually we will build our home and hearth together and our love will conquer all. I wish that acceptance will come, be it from my family and his. We are serious about each other, honestly. We are so together and serious that we are entertaining ideas which will not be possible once a upon a time ago.

I'm sitting here and thinking how grateful for the times we shared. The memories we made and the plans we contemplated. To dream is to be at a restful stage and I honestly think we rest well together.

This month, being my birthday month, I wish for the strength to keep our faith in each other. I pray for the peace which will come to our household.

Thank you, Dear. For your support. For always being the bestest friend I ever had. For being you.

I *heart* you. Honestly, I do.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

A time for me

I feel so worn out. Tired, physically and mentally. Every night after dinner, I just want to shower and sleep. Escape to the dreamland where my dreams and nightmares are mine alone. Literally for my eyes only.

I love April. I think it's a lovely month. The April showers and thunderstorms always make me feel at ease. The idea of being out in the storm, getting drenched and soaked through my clothes is such a liberating thought. I love April !

I'm sorta like in a rut now. Going through the motions in most aspects of my life. Except when I'm with my Dear. He drives me mad and yet he makes me sane. I love him to bits ! I wonder what would happen to me if we had not met ?

I wish my youngest niece the best. Poor darling girl is still being cared for in the hospital. I know I had not written about her situation prior. Sis, I think you may think I am selfish. Well, I'd been busy and had not enough time to update my blog page. My apologies. So to clear the air, let me post some update.

I was an aunt for the 6th time last year. Last day of the year. My younger sis gave birth to a baby girl and the poor kid had a lot of complications. Surgery after surgery and now she's almost 4 months old but she's still in the hospital after she had one last operation a week ago. I pray for strength for both mother and baby. Love you guys !

So.

I'll try to update as much as I can. For the love in the world, please be nice to the little ones. :-)