Feeling Blue

You can say it's one of those days. You can say it's that time of the month. You can probably say it's just the beginning of the year. How you say it still does not change the fact that I am feeling down, low, moody, depressed. How you say it also does not change the fact that I am in a place where I don't like what I do, how I feel and why I just want to hide in a corner.

Leave me alone and leave me be. I hate myself right now.

I, Hel

It's been such a long time since I last logged in and posted here. I had neglected the space I had once adored. I am sorry. It's been such a long time since I had updated my readers. My life is such that it's impossible to try to put in to words. Busy with work. Busy with life. Busy.

I miss the daily chats I have over the digital line. To show you that a simple person like me is simply happy to live my life. Cheers to all.

Many memories has since passed. Many more to come and I will do my best to have the chats I once have with this adored space.

Welcome back, Hel.

Happy 59th, Darling..

Singularly we are one. Together we are one. One, 59 months ago. One forever..
Love you, Sayang.

Sikuru

Beloved baby girl, rest in peace.

Juma'at will miss you and thank you always for bringing you guys into our fold. We love you always.

Mommy, Daddy & Nani.

Sick Little One

Ma rang earlier this morning. Sikuru is not well. She had not drank her milk and she didn't want to move around much. Ma was worried so she quickly took Sikuru to the vet's.

Baby girl had a high temp so vet gave her a jab. According to Ma, she was sleeping and resting the whole trip.

She seemed fine now. Walking around albeit with general lethargy. She was also given some meds for tomorrow. Juma'at was just being his active self so Ma separated both for fear that he will come down with whatever is afflicting her.

Dear was suggesting we stay over tonight just to make sure. I decided against it as I needed to do some laundry at the other home.

Worry, you bet. Poor, ickle one..

Back at work

The house is open today. Kids started streaming in from yesterday. We got bombarded with email from worried parents.

I just popped in the office for a bit to sort out a new arrival. Dear had came by much earlier to pick up some of the kids from the airport, by request. No one else seemed to care much if the younger ones arrived okay.

Anyways, once the newbie gets sorted out, I am off home. I start early from tomorrow. Need the beauty snooze.

Enjoy the lovely Sunday !

He acts up again

I am pissed. Angry, hurt and most of all betrayed.

Of all the stupid things he had to do is that. I suspected as much the minute he had wanted to visit the doctor in Eunos.

Seriously ? How many times must this happen ? How many more episodes of hurt and harm must he carry out.

Mother had told me to ignore his silliness. Just let him suffer the consequences but how can you ?

Every single time !!

I am pissed. Really and truly unhappy with his actions.