You can say it's one of those days. You can say it's that time of the month. You can probably say it's just the beginning of the year. How you say it still does not change the fact that I am feeling down, low, moody, depressed. How you say it also does not change the fact that I am in a place where I don't like what I do, how I feel and why I just want to hide in a corner.
Leave me alone and leave me be. I hate myself right now.